How I wish I was as bulletproof as the symbol 'S' was on my shirt. I really do.
I hate feeling pain and disappointment. I wish I could just deflect all this negativity away,as Superman would do with the shrapnel bullets speeding his way.
No, really, I just hate feeling like this. I could say stuff like , ''I wish I had done a better job'' or ''Man,I should have done another song'' , but what's the use of glaring back at the past ? What's done is done, true . But that doesn't mean I can't hope to NOT feel disappointed in myself. It's the one thing I can do right now. The one thing I'm strong enough to.
I guess I could just block out all this hurt I'm feeling inside. Ignore the emotional pain I'm feeling . It's the easy way out, right ?
But what's the point of saving up my tears? Might as well I just spend them all tonight, as I listen to the sad songs of my past regrets and mistakes .
But hey, Superman almost met his end because of Kryptonite on several occasions. Not only did he survive the ordeals, but he came back stronger than ever.
Now that I think about it, I don't want to be bulletproof like him.
Cause bruises are supposed to hurt,wounds are supposed to heal.
What's the use of having a heart,if you're not even able to feel ?
[/end emotional rant.Sorry,I just want to feeling feeling only.]
